for rachel’s birthday i’m getting her drunk. but it won’t actually be on or anywhere near her birthday. so we’ll just be celebrating her life with alcohol in a basement somewhere
I just watched The Perks for the first time and if you haven’t seen it then you need to. I remember back in July reading the book, and in the part where he talked about his friends growing up I cried. In this movie, in Charlie’s last letter he talks about how far he has come, and how far he and everyone around him have left to go. He talks about how all of the right-nows will become stories and memories and how all of their pictures will become old photographs, and how eventually we’ll all become someone’s mom or dad. But right now we are who we are. And we need to live for what we are now
**needless to say i had emotional fluctuations throughout the entire movie, and in this part i cried uncontrollably…still am crying uncontrollably
I think the weirdest thing is that the person you’re going to marry and spend the rest of your life together with is currently walking the earth, living their own life, going to school or going to work or whatever, doing all these things and making all these memories that you’ll get to hear about from them years from now.



